I don’t just want to survive song lyrics and choruses are below:

I don’t just want to survive song lyrics was written by Cyrus Migadde

Verse 1
Once upon a time I dug a deep hole in my life
I never meant to fall in it but my behaviour led me to the bottom of it.
I am such a guy who dropped the books in the junk, on a train station
Right after I teamed up with the tuff boys to fight on the streets
I got into troubles but the police always drove me back home due to the lower age
The parents had a certain control but after teenagehood, I was gone
I left them screaming and whining but I didn’t care
I am a wild cat that ended up trapped in a prison cage at last.

Chorus
Now, I don’t just want to survive.
I want abundance in my life
Is there a place for youth messed up sinners
I need to taste a great warm delicious meal
I deserve another chance to erase the painful past
I need to calm my mind so write letters of forgiveness and repentance to the creator
I am a lazy bum living in the comfortable zone
But I must raise up and get more than am capable of getting
I want to be a better version of myself
I dream to be my own hero and live life as a winner before it I die

Verse 2
I live a simple life, in a three walls house in the suburb
I closed love outside my door, I could not afford it
I decided that I will live alone just to stay cheap
Now loneliness grown into a hot boiling pot with tears and about to burst
I don’t know what feels worst, sleeping in coldness
Or sleeping on an empty stomach, yarning
I feel like the negativity I consume also consumes me
The focus of being mean and frugal creates more of it
The roll I have played in my life has created an alike character, a victim

Chorus
Now, I don’t just want to survive.
I want abundance in my life
Is there a place for youth messed up sinners
I need to taste a great warm delicious meal
I deserve another chance to erase the painful past
I need to calm my mind so write letters of forgiveness and repentance to the creator
I am a lazy bum living in the comfortable zone
But I must raise up and get more than am capable of getting
I want to be a better version of myself
I dream to be my own hero and live life as a winner before I die.

Verse 3
A victim mentality is like a seed that fell on rocks
It is locked there stagnant, it’s chance to grow lies a thousand miles away in a fertile soil with rain and the sun
I grow pain every day, every minute lacks a sure cure to this victim mentality disease
I have no self esteem, no confidence, I take what I get
Cleaning work I possess has made me deformed
I walk with a crooked back, my fingers are hard coated with visible fractures, fingernails longer than a draculas
And the blaming others identity I have, but now detest, keeps on growing worse, feeling powerless
The more I identify myself as victimized the worse it gets
Life seems like whatever I say no to, is what I manifest
I need help to transform myself, I am sick and tired of people getting away from me

Chorus
Now, I don’t just want to survive.
I want abundance in my life
Is there a place for youth messed up sinners
I need to taste a great warm delicious meal
I deserve another chance to erase the painful past
I need to calm my mind so write letters of forgiveness and repentance to the creator
I am a lazy bum living in the comfortable zone
But I must raise up and get more than am capable of getting
I want to be a better version of myself
I dream to be my own hero and live life as a winner before I die

Verse 4
I behold abundance in my sleep,
The dreams are coloured of it
But when I wake up it is scarcity
Occupying all my five senses.
I then get this anguish on the brain
and I cannot stop these victim voices in my head
I wish someone throws a big stone on me
I wish to be hit by a barton on my head
I need a big fall in a ditch so to kill my
Self limiting Identity and the bad self image
Maybe then, if something like thunder throws me around like a whirlwind towards a hard stone
It can affect me to abandon this negative perception
I want to resurrect, anewed so I can live a great life.

Chorus
Now, I don’t just want to survive.
I want abundance in my life
Is there a place for youth messed up sinners
I need to taste a great warm delicious meal
I deserve another chance to erase the painful past
I need to calm my mind so write letters of forgiveness and repentance to the creator
I am a lazy bum living in the comfortable zone
But I must raise up and get more than am capable of getting
I want to be a better version of myself
I dream to be my own hero and live life as a winner before I die.

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